this is a totally ongoing thing with me.. i get a little crazy and restless, and can't really think of why, and then i realize i haven't had an orgasm in like, a month. it's happened so many times, and it takes me forever to realize.. 'oh yeah, i can't even remember the last time i had an orgasm, maybe that would make me feel better'. although sadly i remember the last times i've had sex very clearly. i was thinking it was just spring randiness, which i'm sure it partly is. i masturbate really infrequently, not because it's not fun, i just don't think of it often, or it's inconvenient. it doesn't replace sex.
that is the blessing/curse of being a female- you can get laid anytime you want, but you're never guaranteed an orgasm. and i haven't exactly been with the cream of the crop lately. haha.
what i want far more than orgasms is just an exciting new crush. i was so sure i'd meet somebody i really liked in philadelphia yesterday, because that would have been just like me. it's like, the further away the better! it's happened to me time and again. luckily i didn't. it would have been too ironic even for my taste in guys. not surprisingly my newest (though not nearly as exciting as i want) crush is now in australia. no, he's not moving there for 2 years. haha, believe it or not it's just for two weeks. he lives in p-ville, which is close as you can get. it's not china, nor boston, or even binghamton, so he gets credit for that.
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