music is the most important thing in my life, and it always has been. it's always more satisfying and sustaining and joy inducing than any guy or anything else ever has been. it's always been my life. even when i was like 9, nothing mattered more. my dad still makes fun of me for the times i was 12-14 and would cry until he'd agree to drive me to shows. it's all a large and integral part of jill.