my ego has been boosted. quite a bit. this is probably a really bad thing.
or maybe i just learned something, i'm not sure.

i also experienced the shortest infatuation ever. i am very prone, but they usually last a long ass time. this one was just a couple of days. it's probably the weirdest one ever as well, because i still sort of like him. usually when the infatuation is gone, i am totally done, but i don't think i am this time. though i did blow him off today. it's weird. i'm thinking about it a lot, because when there are multiple guys in the picture, you can easily spend lots of time constantly with guys. i've been spending so much less time by myself.
i used to love being interested in a bunch of guys at once, but i really dont anymore. i wish just one could keep from wanting any others.

i'm probably too crazy, i shouldnt even be dating at all, but i always am. i cant stay away.
boys and music are my lifeblood. like i've said, i'm basically an adolescent girl. i may as well just be 16 and bi-polar, i'm such a joke.