i think i'm starting to look like myself again, which is nice cause it actually makes me feel more like myself. i felt kind of old for the first time ever on new years. it was really weird. super weird.
My writings are largely silly and inconsequential, I'm the first to admit that, but they've always been important to me.
I starting writing as a child to give my(OCD)self peace of mind- if I document my thoughts and feelings, or events to my satisfaction, then they'll be with me forever. I don't have to worry about losing experiences I want to keep. When my mind fails me, I always have zillions of post its and notebooks to look back on.
I have a terrible memory, and I like to keep track of where my head is at, and has been.. and of course those special (or devastating) moments that are too important to let slide into oblivion.
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