So I finally got one of the things I was pining away for all this time. Amusingly, it happened just days after I resolved to stop doing so much sitting around and waiting when I should be focused on being happy as I possibly can right now. No dreaming and holding off, just acceptance and enjoyment of the moment. That change in perspective was a really nice step in the right direction, something I really needed, and a good mindset to enter this new phase in.
I was just thinking about this in the shower and remembered writing here a few months ago about biding my time, and how different things already are. I don't even want that other thing anymore, it was just something in my face every day, a welcome distraction from my broken heart. My heart is not so broken anymore, I feel stronger, less raw and vulnerable. Healthier. So the only one thing I truly felt I needed to get me on my feet has come to fruition, and everything else is has improved over this time. I'm feeling very optimistic, and now that my patience has paid off the rest is all in my hands.
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