Sometimes I panic, and I feel like, "oh my god, I've wasted this whole past year. I haven't accomplished anything since I've been back home! All I've done is bounced around shitty administrative jobs, and consumed a disgustingly large amount of alcohol."
But then I think about it for a minute, and find that that is really not true. I've had plenty of fun. I've spent a lot of time with my family, which makes me really happy. They are so special. I went to China! That's huge for me. Those two things alone would have made the year successful. I've gotten back in touch with some really special old friends. I've played with my dog and kitties. Gone to some fantastic shows. Reacquainted myself with my favorite city.
It wasn't half as productive as I would have liked, but by no means was it a wasted year.
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