Lately when I get frustrated with guys, and lonely, I think about all the perfectly good ones I've thrown away without a second thought. Especially in Olympia, there were so many of them. Lots of losers as well, but some pretty good guys.
I know I'd just get bored with them again, but compared to 97% of the guys I've met in the year I've been back here, I'd feel super lucky just to have one or two of them around to hang out with.
In fact, every single guy I've met during this time, other than two of them, have been a complete and total waste of time. And those two are very far away.
God, you've gotta love the timing.. I've got the tv on in the background, and I still cringe every time I hear the word Beijing. I really miss Cam.
This is all totally my fault, for hanging around here so long. I just don't know where to go next.
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